I'm just Aubz

I want to be the one to say, "I did it." I did it scared, unprepared, and under baked. But, I did it. I have a few medical conditions that will cause me to lose my cognitive function and memory, earlier than most, but that's my motivator.

I want to explore life, my way. I want to capture life, my way. But I also, want to leave this earth in a better condition than how I came into it. I want to make my impact.
Life is odd... however, the Earth will continue to orbit with or without my consent, what do I have to lose?

I want to learn, grow, align and flourish. This journey has had no mercy on me or my soul's "skin suit." No one was handed a manual on how to navigate this journey, but we have the opportunity to. I signged up for this life, I can't be a "lil bitch" now my friends.

It's peculiar, but that's the point.

Who the hell are you?

I'm Aubrey, a peculiar 33yo/female currently residing in the middle of nowhere Michigan.
I've been obedient my whole life and with a recent time limit stamped on my journey, I'm finally going to do what I want.

Describing Aubrey... Hmm, I'm the type of individual that gets mustard on a brand new white shirt or the one that sneezes and farts at the most inappropriate time. I don't wear makeup and the first thing I do when I get home from work is take off my bra.
I typically always wear my hair in a bun, I'm a hugger, and I hate avocado. I prefer physical copies of books, I collect rocks, and I overthink everything like I'm paid to do it. I have the intent to "stay in my lane," but I'm also aware that nothing stands in my way more than myself. I pull tarot, carry gemstones in my backpack, wear Palo Santo as "perfume," and I talk to the Universe on my way to work.

I try very hard not to interrupt, inutition and intention is my preferred way of decision making, and I wear my heart on my sleeve. I'm not scared to die, I have a hard time asking for help, and I get frustrated when my mouth says words faster than my brain can organize them. I'm impatient, I lose interest too easily, and I fear failure.

I try really hard; I'm pushing, I'm reaching, I'm learning, and I'm redefining.